||[Jan. 28th, 2008|02:05 pm]
Spinning 45 Ballerina
a borrowed a book from a friend to help me manipulate men into loving me. it's horrible, it goes on about how men are visual so they need to look at other women even though they love the one there with, and about how they are providers so they need you to respect them more than you love them. it's not like looking at people you are attracted to is something specific to men, all lies. we all ned respect, and i guess that it's just a words game. i love but i don't respect you? wtf? no, I gave up on that book after just six pages. I think it's written for christians so that they can understand why the men they are married to are such assholes. the answer it provides goes something like this; you are there to be good and kind and loyal like a child or a dog, and then they will buy you things as long as you do you're hair and act girly. they just cant help that hey happen to be the ruling sex, it's all god will. how will things ever get better when swill like that gets printed up spread around? I was really going to wright about something more private, but being at work it don't feel right. my goal for the day is 400, and the next post will feature picts from thales birthday party. tudelu.