|where are you mr Rodchester?
||[Dec. 11th, 2007|09:10 pm]
Spinning 45 Ballerina
I have no will to complete my exam papers, I just hope I muster some by tomorrow. Due date is friday at one, I have about five pages left to do on two papers. I'm not sure if this is the same feeling I have every year, or if it's worse this time. Blah blah. Soon Uni will be over (at least for now), and I must find something worth while to do, but is there anything out there for fatty? When I was younger I knew I just had to go to a good school and do well there, not get stuck with all the normals and drearies at "work". But now I'm not so sure. Just need some of that 13 year old brain back, the "my life will be special"-thing. Or was that just the optimism that young people are so famous for? (shit... will only grow fatter, never find my Mr. Rodchester and be forced into stupid work i don't enjoy that dosen't pay and will never travel world, have house or family... marry bloody xmas reality)
Why isn't there a school that educates people at being sarcastically angry and genius? I would love that... no, wait... oh, I would hate that. Cause everyone there would be silly, not assholes... Im an asshole and must find other asshole for mating.
sooo.... angry young poor, loud young snotty nose and
looking for love in all the wrong places...